ALIENATED AFRAID OF FURNITURE IN BEDROOM

i am in the shower and the water is hitting my face. my eyes are squeezing shut. my mouth is making a black hole and the hot water is going into it

and my clothes are on

and the shampoo and conditioner are like two small bonobos perched on the edge of a horribly sized cliff

i can't deal with heights though

i am laying on the wooden floor and considering masturbating, but i am not feeling like unbuttoning my jeans or moving my arms

i am just laying on the floor and staring at the ceiling

i am just breathing and picturing myself breathing with my chest rising and falling in a dark room on the floor