SO BEAUTIFUL & SO PERFECT

John Spiers


Alexandra Parker stretched long legs

She liked tougher, shorter, and smaller

She was the firm first choice.

She had a fine mind and great skill...besides which, she was one of the best-looking women

She was solid, she knew, and she had great intuition

       ...her face so lightly made up you could hardly see it

She was a striking woman.

       ...her careful, intelligent notes

She was efficient, intelligent, capable, wily in just the right ways, and beautiful in the bargain,

              not that she seemed to care about her looks particularly

She loved the pace and the pressure and the frenzy

she felt weak in the knees as she watched him

He was fascinated by her intelligent and thoughtful analyses

She saw all sides and expressed the risks and advantages

They stayed at the Bel-Air

to Chasen's and L-Orangerie for dinner

and she hadn't even slept with him

she had lost her parents by then too


Alex had no idea how beautiful she was


They got married in June

              their friends provided the warmth and celebration

They had gone to Europe on their honeymoon

       and spent a romantic weekend

       and went to a party

       and sailed to Italy

       and all of Sam's favorite restaurants and nightspots

       and jewlery at Garrard's

       and he bought her all kinds of

       and they had never been happier

       and she moved into his apartment

       and he bought her expensive

       and a beautiful simple diamond necklace

       and the sparks flew



They had been married for six years by then

They'd been married for nine years by then

       They flew to France every chance they got


Their life was too set, too well-regulated, and too easy without kids. After twelve years

They were coming back from a trip to India

       acute pains in her abdomen

       hemorrhaging all over the bathroom

       crying miserably

       consumed with guilt and grief


to fill the void

sheepishly told Sam the news with barely concealed glee

they decided to call after their favorite club in London

Born on the Ganges, and with “a rugged everyman’s approach unusual in upper-echelon creative writing” (Andrew Jackson Quarterly), John Spiers is a graduate student in English at the University of Georgia. He received undergraduate degrees from the University of Minnesota–Moose Lake and Universidad San Francisco de Quito and has published in political journal Wangoed, and Daphne, the Quad Cities' third-oldest literary journal. His current project is a genre novel based on the work of Danielle Steel.
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